Would you rather stay with the one that you know
can take care of you, always been patient with you, making
every single day, your day
or just go with the one you miss, the one that you can open up your thoughts
too, argue and object with.

It kills me deep within to stay and look at him who
hope for me to be his one day and knowing the feelings
won't be there.

I know its not possible to find another him but I rather leave.
Love is like a trial, if it meant to be yours, it will come back.

Something is just pulling me back from my happiness.