The Lady's Blissful Fairytale

2010-05-14T23:14:00.000-07:00

Baby, I say nothing more. The three words say it all.
I appreciate you so much. The days whether your shagged, you still
walked me home. The days when I give you a bad day, you'll walked me home.
Bought me chocolates to get me back the feeling of elation. & every possible
reason that make me stay with you.
Because your the miracle that touched me. Heh!

2010-04-27T22:29:00.000-07:00

The nest right at the patio of my house.
Its been the second time the same specie of bird
make a nest at the patio but on a different plant.

Each & every time I went over to have a look, the mother bird just
hurriedly flew out from the plant & started chirping as to alert
the father bird there's an enemy. heh. Then both of them start to chirp.
Stupid birds, chirping won't help.

Okaay, that's just about it.
Have to get back on the house chores. -_-'
While Cik Na is away, its me who had to replace her.
But not for long, 3 weeks ajeee. I will survive!

2010-04-21T01:33:00.000-07:00

Suddenly I miss going to
weddings. I'm craving for the Briyani rice
& the desserts, the sweet drinks, the lively
environment.
There's a massive change in me that
I have noticed.
I love staying home nowdays.
& I miss my boyfriend.
:D

2010-04-21T00:52:00.000-07:00

Its all the responsibility and hardwork that says it all.
Maybe the pass times that built a more secure belief that
I'm not ready yet. I shall not express it out but to take it as a learning
lesson & to improve my inner self.
I always wanted to travel alone with my friends. My elder sister & brother have done that.
Maybe they've gained my parents trust. Its so frustrating.
But its okay, my time will come.
In life, whether you come from a wealthy family or poor family,
its just a background status.
Its whether you've learn to adapt to new situations & environments,
relate to your pass experience & learn from it , respond to it professionally.

2010-04-13T18:03:00.000-07:00

Vacation to France was a blast.
Although not the whole family could follow,
it was still enjoyable spending time with mummy, daddy &
younger brother. It sure bond us together after the trip.
I'm lucky to be getting the opportunities I have & will always treasure them.

2010-04-13T17:41:00.000-07:00

Some kids just don't know how to appreciate friends.
When they are suffering then they know how to look for them, begging,
promising, etc.
I realised that you use your friends only for your benefits.
When you say '' your friends are not beneficial''.
You should be ashamed of yourself borrowing 2k and showing
how irresponsible you are..
So much for promising to my mom that you'll be getting your life back on track.
For someone who helped a stranger just for the sake of the community,
you should be thankful & she doesn't deserve your childish act.
Oh yeah, not forgetting you prove me one thing,
that you can't manage to solve your problems and kept
running away from it or maybe just can't solve it yourself.
Dependable that you.
Im ashamed to be your friend,once.
Berubah lah kau sebelum kau diberubahkan. Amin :)

2010-02-22T19:42:00.000-08:00

Everything is falling in place,
I get all going under my control.
These few days had been emotional for me,
not about friendships nor relationship but relationships
with family. I've been so sensitive and pampered & when all
hit me at one go, I breakdown and chose to solve my problems
by following my heart but didn't thought of it wisely.
Since then, they help me open up my eyes,
Things doesn't go easy like we've planned.
If its there, grabbed it, if its not then work hard to earn it.
Now that the shining sun is on my side, I'm smiling wide.
Elated about the improvements I made.
Not forgetting boyfriend who have always been pampering me,
comforting me, praising me,
putting back my fallen pieces.
Putting back my smile to where it once was.
throughout the lousy days of mine.

2010-02-13T03:31:00.000-08:00

Got a little something for boyfriend.
Although I didn't make it on time at 12am to wish him,
I still make it. 40 mins late onlyyy.
Though of getting him a birthday cake but I was at Town.
& couldn't find a suitable cake for him.
So walked around 313 and saw this chocolate shop.
Its really divine rich chocolates. High-end chocolates ok.

Grabbed 2 of those which contains wine.
Then came across a flower shop
make a banquet of flowers and off to meet the others.
Ella was really sleepy already but thanks to the bird shit, she laughed like nobody's
business. So much for me tricking her. Me & my big mouth. HAHA
Chilled at Plaza Sing then come around to Wanna B and surprised him.
The rest was karoake-ing the song 'Always be my baby'. Perfect background music.
HAHA!

Yesterday was topsy-turvy but we have a hell lots of fun.
Anw, HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY HAIRUL AZROY (:
Hugs!

2010-02-02T10:06:00.000-08:00

Went out with the crew people last Saturday to town.
Then had our dinner over at Wanna B Cafe.
Boyfriend cook my Creamy Salmon Aglio Olio & I love it.
Went down to the first level to karoake with the geng.
& had a photoshoot session. Fantastical!

2010-02-02T09:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA.
brought my whole family to WANNA B Cafe to celebrate mom's birthday.
Spend time karoake-ing with the whole family was awesome
though we weren't a family of singers. Heh.

2010-01-24T01:05:00.000-08:00

Its wasn't planned to where we were going.
Its was our 6 months of knowing each other. HA HA.
Stated in the calender tau.
Went down to Wanna B Cafe to meet his colleagues, then ate at
Arab street cause I was craving for mutton ( Arab style), with the spices.
After eating, I remembered there's a nice place to hang out.

The ECP expressway. We chilled there, the scenery was AWESOME. First time went there, maklum not sure of how to get there. I know when my dad drove passed there, saw ANGMOS jogging at the side.
Thank goodness Azroy knows the way.

We chitchat about the things that were happening and discussed
about it. Then he noticed that partly the sky was bright. We didn't
think of anything at first.
He then asked me '' Can I be your boyfriend?"
I'm speechless, really-really.
I really thought of it deeply.
And I answer whole-heartedly.
:)
Then from far view, its somehow blurred and hazy.
When I look properly, ''Its that what I thing is it?"
The rain is falling slowly.

We ran from ECP to Tanjong Rhu there and
took our time to walking to Geylang to
get ciggarettes.
What a perfect day even though its not so perfect (:
I

2010-01-10T11:52:00.000-08:00

That one guy whose giving out his best &

always trying to be better

each single day........ to save the relationship.

-I do appreciate you boy.

2010-01-10T11:47:00.000-08:00

''Relationships couldn't be so bad after all''

2010-01-10T11:14:00.000-08:00

Its just a normal Sunday. Gf was sick so i came over to

check on her. Yes, don't mention it.

Randomly slack on a wide field

while the sunset could be seen in a distance. Cantik oi.

''There's nothing more beautiful than mother nature''

Talk crappy, silly, beneficial, impossible things that just came across our minds.

My bangs really make me look 3 years younger.

It was cut at 2am when boredom overcome me.

But amazingly it look professionally cut.

Ohhweee!

2010-01-08T08:42:00.000-08:00

My Friday was spent all alone at home.

Maybe its the right time to spend time on
my own to ease my mind after a long week.
Went blading just around my area in the afternoon.
Made some fresh home-made juice
for nenek, maid and myself.
I guess i should find more benefial stuff to do on weekends
and make full use of the precious time im given rather than
bump around and parties. Cheyy.
But really ahh, I'm 19 soon.
Unless im 17 again, I won't mind.

2009-12-28T09:09:00.000-08:00

Its proven that chocolates are not just junk foods.

It was a mundane Monday. So maybe I thought

of doing some research on chocolates. The everyday thing for me.

It’s the classic soul food. Chocolate contains tryptophan which is a chemical that is used by the brain to produce serotonin. Serotonin, in boosted levels, create the feeling of elation.

It’s as good as sex. Chocolate also contains phenylethylamine – the same drug that reaches peak levels during orgasm. Probably why having melted chocolate makes things twice the fun.

2009-12-26T09:39:00.000-08:00

The only reason you leave that someone or something
behind cause you may think that u don't need
it or it doesn't fulfill your need that moment.

But never regret of your actions cause its what
you felt at the period of time.

2009-12-22T09:43:00.000-08:00

Would you rather stay with the one that you know
can take care of you, always been patient with you, making
every single day, your day
or just go with the one you miss, the one that you can open up your thoughts
too, argue and object with.

It kills me deep within to stay and look at him who
hope for me to be his one day and knowing the feelings
won't be there.

I know its not possible to find another him but I rather leave.
Love is like a trial, if it meant to be yours, it will come back.

Something is just pulling me back from my happiness.

2009-12-20T11:46:00.000-08:00

Here I am spending my whole day at home,
facing the screen of the computer from afternoon till now,
supposed to work today but last minute changes.
& this week ask for early days in the week but was to no avail.

This week busy with Christmas eve & upcoming dance performance.
I'm working for 2 days in two weeks, 1 day per week.
How great.
How am i suppose to clear my shopping list. -.-'
HAHA.
& get Azroy his A|X watch.
and maman its not A-I-X eh?? ;D

Now I'm eating corned beef with bread, oranges & coco crunch.
That's what I do when I'm still awake at this time.
Stuff in more foood.

Got to run.
Hugs!

2009-12-20T03:17:00.000-08:00

I've didn't realize what I've about to loose.

Not appreciative, till its gone.

Been busy working which its a sin towards a few.

But its too late too reminisce everything.

The person once to be just a stranger passing by me

asked questions with obvious answers, now became one of

the people who I've never regret knowing, ever.

It wasn't my intentions to ignore you.

But i'm happy knowing you found someone.

if not I'm the selfish one here.

Thankyou.

Oh gosh, please built up my confidence and show me the right path to take. Amin.

2009-12-16T11:35:00.000-08:00

Isn't she such a beauty? Next in the list.

2009-12-16T11:31:00.000-08:00

Say goodbye to the past and looking forward
for a better and brighter future ahead.

-tempted to make a Ed Hardy design tatoo.
shit!

2009-12-16T10:54:00.000-08:00

Chilling at Starbucks from late afternoon till night.
It was scorching hot when Fie and I reached at Tampines 1.
So we decided to wait for the day to cool down.
So came around to Starbucks, share stories, gossips,
the normal little things girls do.
Then Syed Azmir happen to walk pass.
All the girls' reactions were ofcourse really akward.
Come on fans.
Apa lagi? Noh tell us about the day he met Fauzy Laili.
It was stupidly funny.

Pssst, back in the 80's. Pop Ye Yehh!

2009-12-15T09:21:00.000-08:00

Zoukout night was interesting for me.
Although we didn't quite exhaust ourselves in partying
but we still gain something looking from the bright side..
Sorry Maman for troubling you.
I do pity you.
I was speechless, confused, all the uneasy feelings.
How amazing alcohol can do to a person whether
they realize it or not? that's another question.
And Azroy, I'll get for you a new phone. With God's will.
HAHA
I didn't realize that I bath with his phone. Silly girl.
Chivas gives us wings.
Vodka kill us.
The friendship will I treasure, always.

2009-12-06T08:11:00.000-08:00

There's a party going on at Wavehouse last Saturday.
It was average but the crowd was crazy.
Chenelle and some pole dancers made the event more
happening for the crowd.
Bump into that crazy chick, Elly.
Thanks for soaking me in the pool while I'm working.
Don't worry, I did get her wet too.
Wohooo!
Dreads? Or Plaits?

2009-12-03T10:38:00.000-08:00

DOC MARTENS. So Gonna get it. $209 in the list.

Oh babyyy, wait for me to get youu.

2009-12-03T10:24:00.000-08:00

Life has been fantastic. Not as mundane, atleast I know I'm gaining

something out of this busy life.

Work is fun, Dance is great, school is unexplainable.

LIFE ROCKS! (:

Life is colourful depending how you want it to be coloured.

Ok bye.

2009-11-27T22:57:00.000-08:00

The World Guinness cup staking for the most people playing in the whole
world (in a day) I think. NYAA organised this event.
To be honest the kindergarten kids could stake up and understand
faster than the 18 19 kids.

Motive of the game is to help the left and right brain to function better.

2009-11-27T22:49:00.000-08:00

The day we catched 2012 at Cineleisure. Midnight show.
It doesn't fulfill up to the expectations we had in mind.
But the graphics was cool, it gives breath-holding scenes.

2009-11-27T22:20:00.000-08:00

And I got my hair rebond.
Im not use to not washing hair for a day
and here they say not for 3 days.
Whatever it is, think the brighter side, good results.

The hairstylists asked me to get the crystal rebonding, the more expensive
one that is and not recommending the one I've got it for.

At the end of the day, the results was not so bad. Till now.
They are just trying to push the crystal rebonding only.
They can't possibly unsatisfied their customers.

So yea.

2009-11-27T22:12:00.000-08:00

Gosh! Was busy with work and school and not forgetting dance.
Since when my schedule was fully tight with
beneficial activities?
Ha ha.
At least I'm glad to know I'm not wasting my time
hanging around and feeling ungrateful of the precious time I'm given.

2009-09-26T00:12:00.000-07:00

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk rejection.
To place your dreams before the crowd is to risk ridicule.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To go forward in the face of overwhelming odds is to risk failure.

But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.

The person who risks nothing does nothing, has nothing, is nothing.

He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he cannot learn, feel, change, grow or love.

Chained by his certitudes, he is a slave.

He has forfeited his freedom.

Only a person who takes risks is free.

2009-09-21T10:37:00.000-07:00

First day was kinda average for me. Nothing extraordinary happen,
just a little change in this year celebration.
One uncle is missing out in action, its not the same like the years before.

Anyways, was heading to some grandaunt's house. Along the corridor
saw this extraordinary plant. Was so unique that triggered me to take a picture of it.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA. And specially to that someone, don't be lazy to visit your relatives.

2009-09-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

Fasting month was a busy month for me. Dance practice was
schedule thrice to four times a week.
Practicing for the upcoming performance for Hari Raya function.
But last minutes changes, so will performed after Raya,
with God's will.

Check out the second picture, THE HAND.
It creeps girlfriend out really bad. *tongue stuck-out.

Drink juices, the healthier choice for a healthier lifestyle.
Garda, tu laah rasiah aku. :D

2009-09-15T01:46:00.000-07:00

The Ramadhan Feast that I had in one of those nights of breaking fast.
There was Corns, Pizzas, Nasi Goreng, Air Katirah, Porridge from the mosque, mee siam etc.
It looks like we're celebrating the Japan's prince third birthday. Hoho.

I had so much food that night that I actually puik. EEw.
My maid also had the unpleasant feeling and she did too.
At night my mom ask me :Dila, you vomitted just now?
Me: Cause I was too full
Mom: You know vomitting is one of the systoms of prenancy?
Me: (Frown) Nola maah, why think till that extend, nonsense je.
Mom: Mama risau je, dila always go out and come home late nights.

HAHA, she was that paranoid I tell you.
I won't do such things that won't do good for now.

That's just about it.
Hugs!

2009-08-22T06:07:00.000-07:00

-I'm sorry, I've try explaining the things I'm feeling.
Its up to you to let out your hatred cause I can possibly understand.
But everybody wants the perfect match for them and no point
going on and pretend everything is fine.
I hate pretenders that explains that I hate pretending.
Don't have to prove anything to anyone as they aren't
in the real situation. Even if they do understand, once people
came back telling them different stories, they might believe them.
So why bother?

-I know who are the people I'm mixing with, who I should trust,
who to share things. So don't try critisizing them without knowing
whether I'm blinded by blending with them. Thankyou for showing what TRUE
FRIENDSHIP really are.

Ohya, I forgot.
I suck at relatinships. OUT.

2009-08-10T09:45:00.000-07:00

Been busy with outings and personal time for
upgrading ownself. I feel grateful to reunite again
with the close ones.
Btw yesterday was perfectly fine, had a good time
celebrating NALO's birthday with mates.
Went sentosa to celebrate the occasion
, and I was astonished that in the middle of the night
he and girlfriend
get together(:
Really wishing all the best to them.
celebrated with WAWA, ZACKIE, NALO and not forgetting AZROY(:
Thanks Azroy on behalf of the good time.
Love you guys.

2009-07-17T02:03:00.000-07:00

I don't even know whose my best friend anymore.
We keep arguing about the same old matter, I just can't communicate
or connect with her anymore.
Oh well, very much disappointed with her.
Please open up our hearts and hopefully this matter doesn't
popped up again.
Sometimes I hate her for being stubborn but love the way she is.

2009-07-14T11:51:00.000-07:00

Everybody's changing, things are different now.
Worried, Future, Life.
I need to go shopping soon.
Too bad this month is a critical month.

Its a sad sad situation~

2009-07-12T09:22:00.001-07:00

Mom taught me every single thing that is necessary for the future ahead and the world after.

She's the one that makes a step further and sees every little sacrifises just to make us children learnt and hope to upgrade ourselves in life I'll never have the level of energy that she exerts each and every single time. How I wish.
She's the only one that could make me break out in tears everytime we argue. Whether its my mistake or not even. Looking at my parents relations makes me inspired to get married sometimes. HAHA.
If I've seen the most loveliest and wonderful couple on Earth, it would be my parents.
I'm honoured to be a part of them. Hope I could return back the happiness like when I first lay out a cry on the Earth, how happy they were to receive me, a gift from God.

Mama, Abah. I Love You.

2009-07-09T12:44:00.000-07:00

Last season was either people getting back together
or having start of a new relationship with their love ones.
This season is people breaking up and having conflicts.

But my episode of life is as usual just like yesterdays.
And yes, bump into Izwan just now, an old friend.
Gosh, he look so young, looking younger than the times I know him when he was 16
and I'm 14.
Even he bought cigarettes the cashier ask for his I.C whereby when he was a teenager back
then, not even once they ask for his I.C.
Seri muka tu orang kata. *kening naik2.
HAHA. Flashbacks then came in. Those were the pleasant days(:

Might be meeting him tomorrow to catch things up.
Ok, school have been good for me.
29 days to that JENGO's birthday laah. HAHA!

Btw the ART upstairs is from Khai Fuchgaws to express how tall he is.
But the fact is I'm taller. So yea. Thanks Khai (: Didn't notice I got a horn on my head.
HAHA!
Ok goodnight.
Hugs!

2009-07-09T11:33:00.000-07:00

The day I went Double O with Mily to watch dance performances.
really had fun that night with my babygirl.
Meet some kind people there.
Overall superb!

2009-07-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

Today was just another boring day.
Whole day at home, shake legs.
The best part was had triple ice-cream with
milk bread home-made(:
I can't sleep now, feeling oh so fresh.
& having netball training a couple of hours time.
Ok I'm done!
I wish to have Banana crumble for tomorrow's breakfast.
Impossible.

2009-06-25T00:49:00.000-07:00

What shall I do on a Thursday afternoon? Dying from boredness. Mily did ask me out to Powerhouse, Underage Party. HAHA. But no mood to party today. Feel like doing some vigorous exercise. Cheeydebaah. Thought of playing badminton but siblings all busy bee. That's about my sizzling, hot, humid, boring, not interesting, Thursday afternoon.

Why do I always think that today is a Wednesday? Random.
Hugs!

2009-06-23T22:35:00.000-07:00

Accompany my babygirl to take her stuffs from her workplace at Muhammad Sultan.
Then just wanted to try the food there, so we had our dinner there as well.
I wanted my Oglio Olio but it has pork, so yea, they served me with other spaghetti dish.
Then just a brief thinking, Dewi and I though of having a glass of wine.
But we were too fickle-minded that moment, HAHA.

Atlast we settled on having a glass of wine each.
It turned out that Dewi's manager give us a bottle of wine for FREE!
Cool or what!
We're like English ladies daaah.
HAHA. Feeling2 je!

In the condition of feeling tipsy, we head to town to meet with Aisha and Fie.
Before that come around to the hair extension shop.
We're so not spend-thrift that day.
Then chill on the rocks for awhile at town, saying our last goodbyes to Aisha and Fie.
Then with Dewi and I again, came down to Esplanade met with Kumar and Farhan.
Farhan '' I saw Fiona seyh.................''
Supposingly its Fiona Xie, but he pronounce it as Fiona Seyh.
HAHA, habis whole day he got by us.

That's about it.
Hugs!

2009-06-20T17:16:00.000-07:00

Just got back from Zouk this morning.
Super shagged.
Had some drinks before getting in.
Everybody was feeling high.

When everything ended,we witnessed a robbery.
2 guys snatched away 2 ladies' handbags at the opposite road.
Before that we were chitchatting with ourselves, then Apeaz tend to
focus the area across the road where the robbery occurred.
I thought they were fooling among themselves.
Slowly, I briefly catch the whole scene when the guy
punched the lady's face. (that's how slow I was ehk!)

Has then shouted ''Chibaaaaaaaaaaaaai!''
We then saw 2 guys dashing across the road and up the hill.
The next thing our friends, the guys all went to catch those thieves.
Ask the ladies to sit with us girls, try asking about their description,
but it doesn't help much. They are from China daaah!
Meanwhile called up the police.
The guys then caught one of the thief, and handed over to the police
Atlast it was successful, the handbag was returned back.

But only one of them were caught. I'm sure the other culprit will get caught
later or might be even sooner.

I bet he also want a companion while in the lockup. HAHA!
That's about it.

What a day.

NYAA CAMP

2009-06-18T21:41:00.000-07:00

NYAA Camp was superb! No regrets going it.
It was well-planned and the Intructors was totally awesome.
I'm missing the days at camp so much.
That was how fun it was.
Well, that's the performance we did for campfire.
It wasn't that synchronized at all. HAHA.
YANG PENTING KITER ENJOY!

Nobody,Nobody But You *Clap Clap :D

2009-06-14T12:29:00.000-07:00

Just got back from sending off elder sister to China, to help out the poor
children there with a commitee from NUS.

Damn! I'll be away till Friday as I've got camps.
-NYAA camp.
Am so screwed up, sleeping bag sister took to China.
Dad bought big size bottle of DOVE shampoo and conditioner but he got me
all wrong.
I wanted to get the small size dove bodysoap.
HAHA.
Thankyou afterall daddy(:

Oh dear, Oh dear.
Im gonna be OKAAY! *thumbs up
:D I guess.

MOOD; STRESS OUT!

2009-06-09T10:01:00.000-07:00

Today wasn't a good day for me.
Had a match between the Police Academy and us, College East Netball Team.
Damn, cant deny they were good.

I've sprained my 2 fingers.
Bohoooooooooooooo!
Previously my finger on the other hand sprained from
the training for club, and it had not cured fully.
And after the match.
The pain was horrible.

Now my both hands are ''CACAT''
I wish I could just detached my fingers.
And put artificial fingers for the meanwhile.
Ok lameass -.-'

Ok its 1 in the morning already.
Got to run.
Hugs!

The Day At Sentosa

2009-06-06T00:43:00.001-07:00

Just let pictures say how fun it was.
Damn I'm getting dark nowdays.
But its fine. Tanned skin is the sex bebeh!

Hugs!

2009-06-05T02:44:00.000-07:00

Somehow nowdays I realised that you can't always
do the same things with your friends neither with your bestfriend.
Your living in this world, your life all alone.

You can only advised them whats good for them and they do the same thing for you.
The rest is up to you to make a difference.
I miss the time bestfriend and me spent time and do crazy stuffs together.
Today is different, she's attached and leaving with her boyfriend but still I know in our hearts
we still keep the bond tight.

Sometimes do felt lonely at times, but it doesn't matter. What matters is that your efforts pays
in the future to come.
Can't be bothered anymore nowdays, what happens, happens.
Just leave the future to come to god, just be kind to everyone and rumours just walk away.

And married couples are more harder then what you think.
And I'm proud of my own parents who have shown a good example and have been patient with me :D
They are the most loviest couple I've seen in my life.
Well, thats just about it.

Hugs!
Smiling will cure your sorrows a little, I think. HAHA!
Ok lameass.
` DelaBEBE

Saturday Was Annoying But Fun.

2009-05-30T10:39:00.000-07:00

Today was specially booked for family.
Come around to Giant to grab some sport bras with parents and big sister.
Then take the opportunity to grab some junkies and chocolates.
Can't ignored if I happened to crave for chocolates, if not I couldn't shut my eyes at night.

Then dad sent us off to Bedok MRT and we head off to Bugis first to have our dinner there.
Meet Aisyah's(elder sister) friend and waited for Afiyah(younger sister) at that place.
Ordered so and so..
Their service there sucks! I swear. And the fact that made me so mad was that we are paying for their service.
It felt like decades waiting for the food to be served.
Went down to had it packed and there we saw how relaxed were the chefs in preparing the foods.
We are so late for the play, flag a cab and head to Substation.
There we had to wait again for the latecomers call.
Today must really control the nerves.
I hate to wait or rush. Hoho.
The play was great. They have super actors and actresses.
Its a play based on family.

After the play, went down to Esplanade to finish up the food.
Gosh. Bump into alot of pals.
That was just about my Saturday Night fever.

Please Entertain Me.

2009-05-23T11:11:00.000-07:00

Hey people, been kind of busy with stuffs in school and plans outside.
Can't even bother about blogging anymore cause there's too much stuffs to catch-up.
Anyway, today didn't went out as I've made a tie with my dad that will be staying home
as an exchange for money just for Friday night.
Come around to St. James. The fucking most funny thing is that it was my first time going on a Friday night. They play HOUSE.
I just don't know how to appreciate it.
But Dewi and Eeqa keep on budging for me to try it out.
Fucking hell, they ask to dance on the podium and yes I did.
HA HA. It was all in good fun.
As I was saying today just rot at home,
GF came over and slack at home.
Today was super shagged and not forgetting intensely feeling in pain.
My legs are aching now since the Netball training last Thursday and my throat
hurts real badly.

Ok, got to run.
Hugs!

2009-05-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

This is my Family.

HA HA. Just randomly thought of putting this thing up.

Well you can see I'm dress in jersey with a basketball, cause there's not netball.

I'm into sports, that's the reason why.

And not forgetting all of the kids are intensely studying accept for me.

I'm just different from the rest but that doesn't mean I'm not thankful of god making me this way.

Even the youngest in my family, he used to be super lazy and wasting his precious life on games.

I don't get why most guys are game freakos. * specially dedicate this phrase to NALO who loves to play DOTA. Back to him, his the type who

Eats Anything and Sleep Anywhere. HAHA. OK I'm such a bad sister.

But no matter what I cherish him a lot.

Overall, love them all although conflicts sometimes occurred.

Happy Mothers' Day. *kening naik2.

2009-05-08T09:52:00.000-07:00

My hair is done but not I'm not satisfied fully as
the colour I aim for didn't come out.
Waited for 3 whole hours.
Turns out its like super rusty kinda colour.
Next is to re bond and dye dark brown.

That day was so hilarious with classmates.
Zack, Didi and bab waited while I'm pampering myself in the saloon.
hoho.
Thanks guys.
And Zack did the most sweetest thing for us, his friends.
Thanks once again buddy.
Hugs!

2009-05-04T08:39:00.001-07:00

Congrats to Jamal for making it to the next audition(:
Thought for highlighting my hair something like any of the pictures below

or
Which is better? Or suitable?

2009-05-04T04:48:00.000-07:00

Heyheyhey! Living creatures who can read.
OK whatever~

Today was not so bad in school.
A few of us only came.
and the normal, not so interesting things that you want to know.

Last Saturday came down for a friend's friend birthday pit.
Its was fine until it started drizzling.
Damn, I hate it when lightning occurred. Really really.
I had this when I was a small kiddo. I can't remember what triggers me.
It sucks. ):
Someone could even say my face was cute, wth??
Fucking hell I was traumatized OK. sheeesh. HAHA

The sweetest thing is us friends clinging on to one another in the rain
with our clothes were soaking wet.
What a night,Saturday Night Fever.
I love the peeps.
Hugs!

2009-04-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

Let's me share with you guys what happen
the day Yuyul and me when to Gotham.

Yuyul, Penny, Shah, Chris and some other Penny's friends come around to Gotham.
Wednesday night at Gotham was the best place you girls should be at. Really Really.
*nodding head.

Actually the topic was mainly on the part Yuyul and myself make new friends there.
We went to the smoking area, there was 2 guys sitting smoking as well, they started by talking about Yuyul's body art.
The conversation we had was really a pleasure.
One of the guys had six sense I guess, the guy could tell Yuyul's past, about what happen to her tooth and that she was being too obedient towards her ex-boyfriend blindly.

And when Yuyul ask the guy about myself.

Yuyul: What about my best friend here? ............She's hard to tell right?
Dela: U don't talk crap here please ey.
Guy: No, she's the type whose very cerewet when comes to choosing guys. VERY cerewet.
*emphasize gile on the VERY.

Yuyul: *menyampok. Yes, she's very cerewet. That's one thing for sho, for sho!
Dela: *blushing. Wait. Its that suppose to be a compliment or not?
Guy: Its not that good, cause you don't even give them a chance, for example
look at your hand, when you spread your hand the fingers are all not at the same level.
when you grip them tight, the fingers are all the same level.

Which means that different people has different personalities, but if you can accept the way he is,
hold his hand and go thru thick and thin with him, you guys could make fairytale happen.

For the moment he explains things was beautiful.
But then sorry again, I will stick to the decision I've made. Doesn't mean you tell me its not right, I'm suppose to change how I run my life.
But they have thought me alot of things on the other part.

These are the chats I'm looking forward when I meet people in clubs. * kening naik2.

2009-04-29T12:51:00.000-07:00

Hell yea, netball tournament is coming up.
Had netball practice last Tuesday and legs are aching till today.
I know only 2 days it has been. I bet Aisyah, Fidah and Aynn are encountering
the same pain.
Oh dear.

I felt pretty much satisfied with today's lesson.
Really was exhausted, tired, sleepy, lazy, draggy.
All the words that you could probably do next is to sleep.

The moment I reached home, I literally feel that I was sleep walking.
But the second I saw my maid cooked Ayam masak Merah.
It really awakes me up. Went to the living room to have my dinner, switch on the T.V
Hell yeah! I forgot all of the 3 television in my house were spoil.
I think it was cause by the horrible thunder storm this week itself.

But Nabeel says that he will find out the cause.
So yea. Let the rock does it.
Let's just say with the rock, anything is possible?
hoho.
Good Day !
Hugs!

That Saturday With Gf.

2009-04-29T11:00:00.000-07:00

Plan to meet up at 10 in the morning.
Hopefully get to smell the morning breeze.
But somehow it didn't went according to what was being planned.
The time we met was 3 in the afternoon.
Only Wawa and I were there.

Do the girls' thing which are suppose to be done. Strip, Lotion, Suntan, Swim.
Gossips.
Met some new friends there.
Its was awesome.
Upload pictures soon.
Hugs!

Happy 2 Months Belated To Me :D

2009-04-20T03:38:00.000-07:00

Happy 2 months belated, can't imagine someone still wanting to celebrate my birthday.
Jamal! Such a good friend. I've known him for 6 years of everlasting friendship.
His been the one seeing all my mischievous characters
and seeing me growing up from a small immature kid till a young lady. HAHA.
Come around to Swensens since I told him that I was craving
for Banana Crumble badly.
Went to Suntec to have it, while I had my Banana Crumble, Jamal had his Curry Baked Chicken Rice.
Had the Banana Crumble all to myself was a mistake.
Its nice to have it but its better to share. Cause too much makes you sick of it.
Jamal fall in love with Banana Crumble the moment he laid his tongue on them. HAHA.

The sweetest thing that happen on the night was that I was in the loo,
I did receive a message but didn't get to read it, when I went out, Jamal was
walking speedily, I was curious why is he walking so fast and was smirking while turning back.

He then shoved me a box. It happens that he rushed to get the cake at the bakery store nearby while I was inside the loo and the message previously that I received,
states that ''Don't come out too fast, Take your time''.
He touched my tiny little heart. Really Really. Super astonished.

He came down to Bedok, chill awhile, I was forced to sing and the next second
we both are yelling and singing literally like drunken bitches. One thing I had to admit,
his voice can melt your heart la girls. His joining Anugerah.
Check him out *kening naik2.
Thanks for the outing dude.
Catch things up again soon.
Hugs!

Saturday, Nothing Much To Be Done

2009-04-18T12:39:00.000-07:00

What a humid day today.
Bath in the morning helped maid with the house cleaning
after wards bath again in the afternoon
the next second was perspiring.
Goodness.
Switched on the air-con as it was so stuffy in my room.

Went down to have my lunch in the kitchen and suddenly
when I was eating, heard a commotion upstairs.
Hurried up and maid was spraying every single corner with Shieldtox.
The whole room was covered with the insecticide.

Killed a monster then a few minutes later, another monster came out
from anywhere I don't know.
Without hesitation I get a file to smack it hard.
Literally all the nonsense in the cockroach was oozing out.

That was partially what happened the whole of my boring Saturday ^^
Nights!
Hugs!

Friends Make Our Day.

2009-04-17T03:58:00.000-07:00

Was planing on a place to go, ended up we went to Rebel Boutique.
Asking the bouncer how was the crowd like.
He told us you can't expect a big crowd on a Thursday night.
So yea Zack, Luqman, Wawa and I just entered.
The crowd was lame. You could literally
count them using your 10 fingers.

It was Luqman first time going to clubs, his one cool dude.
He doesn't smoke nor does he drink.
Myself too. Don't tell anyone.
The environment was not so bad but it didn't leave any impact
on the other hand.
Zack and Man took off on Man's bike.
On the other hand, Wawa and myself met Farid,
He was with Firdaus and Nad.
Send off Nad, then catch things up over at my area.

Somehow it was hilarious.
It was great overall.
Hugs!

It Wasn't Her Intention Somehow ^^

2009-04-14T00:59:00.000-07:00

Come around to Chillies a few days back.
It was fun though someone or something just messed it all up.
HAHA. Can't say much.
Thought the resolution she made was a success.
Turns up that, ''Oops, she did it again''. Hoho.
Dear Bitch, its your fault for not behaving in clubs.
So what if your a regular? You should have the respect to others.
And the best part, you're banned from the club? ): What a pity. Such a pity.
Please, no more time to entertain such immature act.
Someone was just trying to help her by cooling her down with a pail of iced water ^^
Thank goodness the guys stopped all of it.
If not, no one would know what's going to happen next.
And the fucking most absurd thing is W. and D. was wearing dresses.
It was hell of a joke for them that night.
They're suppose to look angelic but hell yea, you just spoilt their image.
HAHAHA.
D. swear they behaved like they supposed to maybe just a drop of playfulness?
Serve you right bitch.
^^
Mell was such a brave and not selfish bitch I've known :D
Hopefully Mell is doing fine by now.
Thanks W.And Mell.
You guys Rock My Gs.

Get the full story? If not, don't ask ^^.
Off to netball.

Thinking Of It Tickles Me.

2009-04-06T09:12:00.000-07:00

Sometimes out of the blue,
I will be thinking of you
Whether its real or true
I know for sure I'm not lying towards you.

Its funny how this feeling popped.
Thinking of it sometimes tickles me
One thing for sure, your fabulous the way I see in you.
Its just a confession and the truth that is said for you.

But it happens you've found the one.She's back into your life

Maybe you are just someone who meant to come into my

life and leave your footsteps behind.

I'm really happy for you. I learnt a lot from you.

Never had I feel something like this where else I knew you just for quite sometime

I like the way you talk, the way you think, how adventurous you are,

the way you strive things in your life.

Thankyou.

You know who you are.

Long way to goo..

2009-04-05T11:02:00.000-07:00

Just got back home after chilling at Simpang with Wawa.

We previously chilled at a place where no one would think of chilling.

I thought of bringing her to this place where its nice to slack but it turned out that

we are neither near not far. We're lost. *giggles

So we blindly walked and walked and kept walking till we saw this cleared ground.

Guess where are we?

Its a place we're the trains are parked.

Yes, we did climb over the fence with barb wires. I was feeling so enthusiatic about it and Wawa maybe feeling a little nonchalent about the climbing part. HAHA.

Talked about some issues, catch up things, talking lots of crap.

As Wawa and me were talking we somehow agreed that it was the rumours season.

HAHA. It irritates out of my shit when friends tend to natter about someone's bad or judge on their life.

Chill on the rocks, shake legs la people.

Goodnight.

Hugs!

My Say My Pasal Ok.

2009-04-04T07:20:00.000-07:00

Its so absurd to read blogs who states about guys and only guys.
About telling people how many admirers you have
and how popular you are among guys.
Like hello, this life isn't about just finding your companion la gundu.

Its rather pitiful to see such people living with such a life.
''I love my boyfriend to the end of my life'' '' I hate that I love him so much ''
And its repeated to other million ex-boyfriends.
Whats love then?
I believe that love can only come twice.
Your first love and your last love that will be your companion through-out your rest of your life.
So why like a monkey swinging from tree to tree.
Indirectly its like showing how cheap you can be.

To the people who are offended maybe you agree that you are that kind? ^^
Its my say, so hell yeah to those who disagree.

That's all.
Goodnight lovers and single-ts. Whats that?
hoho.
Hugs!

2009-04-03T09:38:00.000-07:00

Last Friday went out with Wawa and some other pals to Boat Quay then down to Clark Quay.

Hoho. Wawa and me went club-hopping.

Come around to chillies then went off to Attica, just for the sake of trying it out, pay for the entrance turn out its like chilling at a Cafeteria.

Lame, super super Lame. Then went out and come around to Zirca.

When we entered its already empty but who cares we party like no one's business.

HAHA.

Chillies GEREK seyh! *ramdomness.

Now, super broke. So stay home just face 4 walls.

I love my job.

Early childhood, take care of young adorable kids.

They are so lovable and adorable and all that it takes to pinch their cheeks 'sampai kempis'.

But ofcourse that won't happen la.

Will update the photos soon.

Now, schedule really really tight, so can't update often.

Take care loves.

Nights.

Hugs!

Its Hard To Satisfy Everyone

2009-03-29T01:26:00.000-07:00

It was a long day yesterday.
Come around to West Coast Plaza to watch
friends performing dance.
They have been training very hard for the competition
but wasn't pleased with the results in the end.

The moves wasn't synchronized. So didn't get into the top 20 semi-finals.
But it was a lesson to pick up.
Attend a meeting, made a new resolution for the better.
I was asked to join the group but still taking it into consideration.

Move out from West Coast around 8 plus, headed back home.
Supposing had to meet Wawa at 10, just to catch things up.
But had to send daddy off to Canada for a business trip.
Miss you Daddy~

So yea, the plans a little bit messed up.
Reach home, mummy ask to sleep with her.
& my body hurts after the laser treatment.
I was disgusted looking at my own wounds. How obnoxious could it be?

I felt really bad couldn't make it. It wasn't my intention.
Sorry babygirl.
I was left with no other options.
You got all the reasons to be mad at me.
Im here just saying that I'm sorry.
Hugs!

` DeLaBEBE

Entertain Me Today Please.

2009-03-24T13:01:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to be done today.
Whole day at home, shaking legs, online, download songs,
sitting, sleeping, breathing, eating.

Yea, bored ain't it? Didn't go out today as I realised that I should spare a thought
for the people at home rather than spending time outside too often.
Had spend 2 days 2 nights at Jurong with Yuyul, did some spring cleaning,
real cleaning-up I meant, got 2 big black plastic bags full of junks. Killed 3 little monsters(cockroaches), we're like running after them as well as running away at the same time. Super absurd laa.
GROSSSSSS!

At night shop at Jurong Point's Fairprice, bought a lot of junk food.
Eat like gluttons back home.
I'm done here.
Nights.

PM: Waiting for a miracle to happen.

` DelaBEBE

Immature Nature

2009-03-21T12:23:00.000-07:00

Today wasn't quite a pristine day.
Met with Rebel and Dewi at Tampines.
I was super lost in finding Dewi's block.
Thank god I found it before Rebel had to reach home.

Talk about some issues that we're unsure about other thoughts.
& being honest towards each other.
Somehow I was pleased, We are pleased and trusted each other and on the other side
its that someone who had been very sneaky and backstabbing oneself.

Because of that, is better to just avoid. Can't bear to entertain such immature
nature. Why is it so hard for people to be nice?
Confusion strike terms like this.
Tsk3. *geleng kepale. So Wednesday plans are affected.

Let's just sleep and tomorrow morning everything is forgotten :D
Goodnight Love-Lies.
hugs!

`DelaBEBE

That Week Itself.

2009-03-20T11:41:00.000-07:00

Gosh. Have been partying the whole week straight.
Saturday went St.James with the Gombak people, followed by the next Wednesday again.
The next day, Thursday went to Double O with the same people but only Raudah & Laila followed and with someone new, Ira. Ladies Night Partying.
Its kinda lame though going to DoubleO.
The songs are so outdated, besides that there's raid.
Bump into a few friends including an ex-boyfriend. HA HA.
It was so akward to see how we react. Can't believe I met him there.

Holidays had been a tense moment infact, rather than relaxing your mind.
Is it true with the friends you mixed with might reflect the person you are?
Maybe its true.
Its just so pityful too see your friend might get fool and not being oblivious of the whole back scene of it, and you as her friend not knowing what to do.
Oh girl, hopefully you are aware of the things that are happening around you. I just don't want to assume things but it happens that I'm not against it as well cause I've seen it happened before.

I'll still be here if you're lost.
Don't Ask Me Who.

Far From The Eyes, Close To The Heart :)

2009-03-16T01:44:00.000-07:00

I want to dedicate this post to Yuyul. Although we can't spend every single second neither every outing together, she'll be my bestfriend till end.
Known her from Secondary 1 but it seems I've known her for a lifetime.
She's more than just a friend. She's my tissue who let me wipe my salty tears on her T-shirt , my mother who may sometimes be very naggy, my sister, most of all,
she's part of my life.

We've seen each other horrible faces when we cry, we've seen
how playful we can get, we've seen how faithful we could love someone, we've seen
how sneaky or how bad we lie, we've seen how independent are we, we've seen how competent are we at some areas. HA HA

Through thick and thin, she'll be there.
But now that she has a bloke in her life, things are different now but I believe her bloke
can take care of her very well and I'm proud of that.
Keeping those sweet memories with me. HA HA.

It sounds so wrong.
Putahinamo laa debah, better don't forget me.
Thats all.

Hugs!

`DelaBEBE

2009-03-15T22:13:00.000-07:00

I'm having a hard time thinking about this week's plan.
Elder sister was asking whether I'm interested to come around to Vietnam
with her this Thursday till Saturday, just exploring and adventure out of Singapore. The mind boggles!

The fact is I do want to come along, but then I had make plans behind me.
Wednesday going to Sentosa with Ayn and the rest, suntan and at night going to St. James
with a group of party freaks. HA HA.

Other hand, I was invited to a friend's chalet this Saturday, its her 19th birthday la.
I could eventually squeeze everything this week, but I'm scared Rini's birthday party would be affected since it was the last plan I had for the week and most to most I would be shagged.

Last Saturday was such a blast, went to Powerhouse with Dody, Zhy, Afin and Shida.
Met Fyfie and Nicky there.
Just Dance, Just Drink, Just Party.
I was dancing then suddenly this guy, a friend of Dody's came up to me, by his gestures asking to battle dance.
So yea, I accept his offer and groove.
Then suddenly this Chinese girl trying so hard to move, so yea, I go with the flow.
I then noticed all eyes were on us. I felt super awkward, so I stopped. HA HA.
Shake hands with the Chinese girl as a token of appreciation. All was in good fun though.

Till then earthlings.
Hugs!

` DelaBEBE

off to gym with elder sister.

Sentosa's Day Turns Out Just Fine.

2009-03-15T09:48:00.000-07:00

Went to Sentosa last Thursday and Friday with Ayun.
Overnight there, had a great time spending time with him although
it felt short, but do appreciate every second of it.

Suntan under the scotching sun, at last my skin left its effect.
Pity him, he didn't get enough rest that night as the mosquitoes was all over him.
For the meanwhile, he could only watch me smiling in my deep sleep (.^^
( I love lying at his back cause it felt so warm and its so comfortable cause its fleshy. ) Gurau je ey.
Had our breakfast at Banquet at Vivocity, I was craving for carrot cake,
coincidentally, he wanted the same dish as well.
After finished our meal, we headed back home.

I was late for the meeting with Rebel. I placate her by giving her chocolates I bought earlier.
Chocolates can melt a girl's heart.
Rebel and myself went for 'job-hunting',
but I don't have confidence getting in any of them as they seemed to be wanting
a full-time worker.
So yea, give me a genie in a bottle please someone.
Catch things up with Rebel, its been a while since we last met, bumped into her at Tampines two days day before we went out.
I love my babygirl.
Hugs!
` DelaBEBE

No Money No Talk

2009-03-11T00:30:00.000-07:00

No time to update my blog,
Went out this past few days but just small outings
like went to classmate's chalet (NALO's) with babygirl, Mily .
What a day. Enjoy myself with babygirl very much dearly.

Nothing much to share people.
Yahoo. Tomorrow going Sentosa with that someone ^^
Hopefully tomorrow the weather is fine. No rain please. More sunlight.
Just for this one outing, spare me oh god, listen to your weak creation's prayers beneath you. hohoho.

Till Friday, then going to BURNT's chalet, Sunday going party.
Gosh. Fully occupied this week. Lots of money flying away.
Damn I've got to work later or SOONER la.

If I've got one wish, I will wish for a genie in a bottle, there I've got more wishes.
HAHA. Dela, fantasies will ruined you OK. -__-''

So bottom line, I need a genie in a bottle.
Take care loves.
Hugs!

Flashbacks.

2009-03-02T04:21:00.000-08:00

I wasn't proud looking back at my past.
Lots of shits I've been through.
Hatreds here and there. Conflicts. Misunderstanding. Jeolousy.
Rumours are always the big part
of the play. Even your close friends might just backstab you.
Maybe there's a divine purpose to all this obstacles.

Thankyou god for giving me the courage to move on.
No matter how kind you are or a little bitchy maybe,
people tend to remember not the kindness you made,
but its the slightest smallest mistake.

Sometimes you are not at fault, this are the things I learnt
to built up the confidence, the courage, the maturity level of one.
This is the way of life.
But still I respect the thought of without yesterday, I won't be the person
I am now. And I love myself very much dearly.

I love God and I Would Never Want To Regret My Past. Hugs! (^^.)

2009-03-02T02:33:00.000-08:00

Meet The Twin Cousins. My Happy Pills.

They both have split personalities.

Right one is very cheeky, flirtatious and easy-going.

Left is the type which is more lay-back, giving in always,

always play in his space.

Love the boys Lot, Zahir& Zakir.

I Love 1st Of March ^^

2009-03-02T01:44:00.000-08:00

Hello Beautiful Friends.

It has been a long time since I last blog.
Tight Schedule lah mates. HAHA

Yesterday went to Escape Theme Park(First Time) with
Ayun, Emma, Haziq. It was hell lot of fun, although most of the rides were for kids.
Entered the Haunted House, Emma and Haziq lead the way, followed by Myself and Ayun
Emma was clinging on Haziq almost the entire journey. As for me, step cool je,
konnon like 'kacang' laa gitu. Then suddently the ghost mannequin go spit at Ayun and me,
without hesitation I grab Ayun's arm. Terkejot babygirl. HAHA.

After the Haunted House, we took the Pirate Ship. Ayun told us to not stop talking while taking the ride. The conversation was 'Krg da makan? After this where should we eat' ; The convo went on and on.
All of us were focusing on the ride. The higher the ship swing the louder we laugh. Ayun was clinging on the handle bar, I can see his hands like a snake twisted, holding on so tight.
Emma and I were both putting our hands up high, but the boys were clinging on the handle bar so tight.
HAHA. They were so adorable la.

The trip to Escape Theme Park was uber fun.
Then went to Arab Street, met Yuyul(best GF) and her love, had our dinner.
Total bill was 100+ .
Yuyul and love went home.
Then left with the 4 of us again, went to Tanjong Rhu nothing much there shifted to
East Coast.

Ayun showed me how to twist the cigarrete, its very challenging.
We talked almost about everything under the carpet of sky full of shining stars.
Counted how many stars are there and compare.
He told me to quit smoking, maybe I should cause there's alot of incident that happened on that day itself.
Ex. Light up a cigg, but the cigg couldn't be lighted.

All I can say, it was a beautiful night.

Many Thanks to Yuyul, Cicak, Emma,
Haziq and Especially Ayun

Sheesha Al-Sheikh

2009-02-23T01:25:00.000-08:00

Went to sheesha with Nabeel and friends,
Jebat, Palat, thats the only two names I remembered after
that night. HAHA. What a bad friend you are Dela.

Came over kinda late, cause Nabeel told me to come down
when I was still not fully awake yet.
Gosh.

Got ready, drop-by at Bedok, pass some stuffs to my babe, Surya.
Chill for awhile. Then off to Al-Sheikh.

Nabeel's have great friends. He had a friend, Palat who was against him. And he was against this Palat too. Damn what was his name? APUL!
SO Nabeel critisize Apul about his mole, and Apul critisize Nabeel about the FACT he was black.
hohoho.
Kidding yea SKINNY;D

Nabeel was freaking funny when he saw this white chick with BUSTY BOOBIES.
' I pounce on you like a tiger' he said that.
I busted out right on that second.

Twist, Lick, Dunk Into The Milk.
Oreo! HAHA.

Okla. Im done here.
Hugs!

Funniest Party Night

2009-02-19T21:14:00.000-08:00

Wednesday Night, went to Babyface with Wawa.
HAHA, first time went to clubs legally.

It was fun, but to bad had to go home early
as the next day we had school.
The night was super horrendous but still overall we have fun,
and not forgetting super funny.
The funny part, I couldn't share it here.
It was Wawa's and mine deepest darkest dirty secret. *lol

A couple of chinese guys went up to us.
But we just end the conversation at the doorstep.
Motive just want to party to celebrate both of our belated birthdays. (^^.)
Flag a cab, and inside the cab I asked the uncle to on the radio.
He told me his cab got no radio.
I went like ''Uncle why don't you have radio? aren't you bored
without radio?'' with the intonation after drinking.

Nalo was on the phone with Wawa, and he heard the conversation I had with uncle.Habes kene kacau the next morning. HAHA.
Wawa went to my place and slept over. Other the fact we came early, ok la
somehow make it on time, Mr Shahul was suspicious that we party yesterday night.
Wawa told him that she's drunk, and I'm wasted . HAHAHA.
Surprisingly, he party himself too, like him for the honesty part.
He's a cool teacher.

Hugs! Going to Wawa's place to eat sushi with mummy.

Just Me And My Old Mate.

2009-02-17T09:22:00.000-08:00

Went out with Nabeel, my ex-tution mate.
Wow, his grown taller than me .
Last time he was way shorter than me. Like one beansprout shoot up just like
that in the years. (^^.)

Slack at East Coast . Previously he told me he got a surprise for me.
I told him if it doesn't surprise me, then don't call it a surprise. Hehehe.
I swear from the bottom of my little heart, he surprised me .
I really don't expect a surprise like that .

He told me to get a drink and slack at the bench instead of the waterbreaker.
I was like wondering why is he acting so wierdly la.
Then he took out a CHOCALATE CAKE that his mom made for me.
I received a bear as a gift from him with a ferraroche inside.

But it seems it wasn't a good day for him, HAHA!
Pityful laa him.
Firstly I made him wait for 1 full hour, it always happens to everyone. ^^
Second his eyes felt dry maybe because of his contact lens, after that he gone blind. *giggles
Third his foot got soaked in the puddle other than the fact that he told me to show him the way,
reason because I was focusing on the big hole, and wasn't oblivious about the whole scene.
Next he scream like a little girl AGAIN after a cockroach went up his leg.
Dela jugak became the superhuman and killed the pest herself. Hohoho.

It was so fun that day, Nabeel dear maybe yesterday wasn't the best day of your life, but your 200 dollars richer the next day. SMILE ok dude :D

Thanks for the nice superb tasty chocolate cake and the cute furry adorable teddy bear.
HUGS! Nabeel's the best.

I Swear I Love My Weekends ;D

2009-02-15T10:58:00.000-08:00

Hello beautiful people.

I really enjoyed my weekends, do you guys?

Saturday went to slack with classmates, eat at Alsalam,

then overnight at Tampines and watch the guys played with dogs and blind mice .

I was oozing happiness that day, super happy la. They are like my happy pills.

Slept over at Wawa's place, gone home at night around 11.

Contacted Yuyul, she was at Adelphi. She ordered me to come down

as she misses me so much, too much. HAHA.

She was drinking at her boyfriend's workplace.

Flag a cab and went down. Felt so unpleasant towards my parents.

But I miss her very much too.

Met Yuyul, Cicak, Cine. God!

Cine is like so different now la, barely could recognise her.

We chill at Clark Quay Bridge, bought some alcohol drinks,

cans, after cans, after cans. Wasted!

Talk about everything and just anything that blurted out from

our mouths. The two lovebirds are such a cute lovely couple.

I was so feeling so envious because they are too sweet and funny.

They can just fight that second and laugh the second after.

Silly right?

They are the best people.

Sunrise, take cab go Jurong take some rest

then in the afternoon at 3 come down to Substation with Yuyul

for Gig.

There were Cesspit, Comic Strip, Fairy Goat Mudder etc.

But IGNIFIED SINS had my full support.
Nabeel ! He rocks man! He can scream like a little girl. Their performance was superb.

Met the rest, Tiara, Tina, Mandeep...
It was such a waste not coming there. K la, off to bed. Hugs!

At night, Mama and Abah Bought me new handphone. WEE! Happy Birthday To Me Today!
Thanks Mates And Friends For The Wishes. Love You Guys! ^^

2009-02-08T02:16:00.000-08:00

Want, Wants And More Wants.

Aldo sandals
Luxurious Volume from John Frieda (moisturiser)
Agnes B. chain
Body-shop makeups
New Track Shoes for Netball
New Fragrance

Weekends was OK la.

2009-02-08T01:35:00.000-08:00

I should say that I didn't really have fun on my weekends.
I actually had plans with Wawa, but then turned out that
I had to accompany my parents to visit my so called grandmother.

She had involved in an accident where the taxi clashes to the other taxi.
She accountered some bruises and had a bump on her left leg.
Pitiful to see her suffer, and she's reaching 67 year of age. How painful that feels?

After that when over to my second cousin's place to discuss some issues. My cousin
had met her companion I guess and wanted to get engage, but her mom,
(which is my dad's direct cousin)
didn't give her blessings as it was to fast. She's 21 and that guy is 32.
And she hope that my parents would make her understand the situation that
her daughter is oblivious of it.

I was just sitting at the corner listening to their views. It seems its just not about making a happy family but also to adjust yourself on whatever obligations that are coming up.
I notice that my daddy is being very careful on what he's trying to say cause it might take offence rather on her easily.

After all that end, we went to Bedok Corner to have our supper and went home.

Hugs!

No Point Talking To Teens

2009-02-06T16:46:00.000-08:00

Hello Dudes and Dudettes,

Well, that day I and girlfriends had to meet
Mrs Gay as we were caught smoking.
It turns out to be just fine. Mrs Gay told us that it
would end here unless we get caught the second time round.

She was really controvert, she joke around with us as well as
injected some useful advice in our heads.
She told me that I have the looks among the three *blushing oi
and want me to get in the line of stewardess which earns 4k a month.

In that case, I had to stop smoking if not my gums
will turn much more black as stewardess' smile is important.
I told her it was just an internal bleeding because the tooth is growing inside. *wide sincere smile
Then she told Aynn that smoking can affect someone's growth.
She really tickle my tummy.

She told Aynn to grow an inch taller by next month.
For Sara,she described her as a friendly, soft-hearted, sweet, pleasant kinda appearance.
Sara is the type that people might mistaken or might be taking advantage of her.
Mrs Gay advised her to take good care of herself. For me, Sara is very sweet, someone that you can rely on as a friend.

Although she's 20 this year, people thought that I was the oldest among the three. But turns out to be that I'm the youngest and she's the oldest among the three. *giggles
As for aynn, she described her as the 'garang look' (that guys when touch her can get burnt.) Haha, I think I get what she meant fully.
The talk takes about an hour plus. Everyone was happy in the end.

But we only take 5 mins to 'un-inject back' the advice and start smoking while waiting for bus.

Hugs!

A Song Specially For Someone.

2009-02-05T05:41:00.000-08:00

Wherever you are,
Tonight boy, I see you in my dreams
Wherever I go tomorrow, you'll be here next to me.
Wherever we are, our worlds apart, I know your never be that far.

Cause here in my heart there's a picture of us,
Together forever unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are, your love covers me
Forever more, you'll be here in my heart

Wherever I miss, miss you so much
Its more than I can take
Now I won't cry, I will just close my eyes and know you'll be there
Your kisses and your touch I'll never forget
Because your close to my very next breath.

-08102006 Fahmi Danial

Phyna :D

2009-02-02T00:43:00.000-08:00

Phyna babygirl is joining school in April. Can't wait to meet her.
Khai must be very happy after april onwards. Loves! Hugs!

First Day Of The Week

2009-02-02T00:11:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Nothing to do for the moment.
Just blogging and that's what most excite me now.

Whole day in school, and yeah,
I pierced my nose before I went
to school with Sara and Aynn.

Gosh, tomorrow got something big.
Have to meet Mrs Gay (actual name, don't laugh) to settle the
day we got caught smoking.
I'm still 17, but pitiful for Sara and Aynn.
Most to most, we'll try to extricate ourselves from the situation

Still remember that day itself, Aynn talk back with the teacher
And I told the teacher not to assume things.
Padehal the ciggarrettes in the sink, smokes we're still 'fresh'.
Hahaha. What a commotion.
Bottom Line Never smoke at T block Level 3 Girls' Toilet.
See Teacher In tudong, Caboooot! (^^.)

Wawa has gone to camps, at St John's. Till thursday then get to see her nose.

Hugs!

2009-01-28T01:49:00.000-08:00

Hey dudes & dudettes,

I'm at Wawa's place, chilling on the the rocks.

Actually spent 2days, 1 night already with her, overnight here as well.

I felt as if I'm a hobo. HAHA,ishk! Masyalaah.

Gosh! Exams are just at the brink of the month.

Less than a month to go. Oh mymymy!

What am I supposed to do after 2 years?

Higher Nitec hopefully (^^.)

Brace yourself Girl~ I know you can do it Bebe!

I don't even understand the topics Nyonya(Mdm Tan) is going through.

I don't know how to start even.

& yeah! She told me why has my attitude changed?

Hey, I'm still that Adilah that my mom has mold me into

and I proud of that, totally!

Maybe a little changed la, not so much. *giggles.

Just now in school, Wawa was singing this song titled, ''give back my fantasy''

and the lyrics go like this,

My DAYS so cold very lonely, every night.......

I heard 'My DICKS so cold very lonely, every night.......'' and it sound so

totally wrong, but it suits the lyrics very well in fact.

HA-HA. We both laughed till organisms came out, we totally burst out of laughter

LA! Whole day we laughed as if we're wasted. Schoolmates watching us, but don't even bother *kening naik-naik* (^^.)

We are who we are, and no fun pretending what you're soo NOT.

Rumors is the another thing happening wherever you go.

Either GOOD or BAD.

Where there is talk, there's rumors, so j yeah. Just adapt to it

cause its the way of life.

Life's gonna be dull if there's no actions. Agree?

But still

Whatever you do, as long you think its the best and benefit you,don't regret,

JUST SHUT YOUR EARS HUNNEH(^.^)

its impossible you did something but you don't regret.

You should regret for not learning from it.

To Wawa here's a hug for you (>''.)> <('',<) ! Senyum-senyum selalu OK.

HUGS!

Meeting My Sweetheart, WAWA

2009-01-26T06:53:00.000-08:00

Gosh! At last I'm going out later or sooner, meeting Wawa around her area then going East Coast to go to a friend's chalet.
My Monday was not that interesting. So don't bother to know.

Sometimes I noticed this past few days, friends had been talking about breakups, infatuation, their love ones, and for my part WELL, nothing to share(^^.)
At least they have someone to miss, to love, or maybe to think about.

I miss having all those feelings around my waist. My fairytale had ended years back . Since then its hard for me to get back in love. I know I can pull it through, in fact I've been over it.
Someone I know loves me for who I am inside, I can tell he's studying every move I'm making. But I just can't . I know its every girl want's to be loved for who she is.

Just let time tells la OK. My old friends can't believe that I've been single for almost 1 year, cause its just an amazement to them la gitu-gitu. DELA? SINGLE? HAHA!
so what? btol tk? (^^.) There's other obligations that you have to discover out there, so why think about getting yourself involved in a relationship?

There's a lot of drama happening in my class. High and low tides we've been through together. I'm grateful I've met them in COLLEGE EAST.
Wonderful peeps. Love you guys.

HUGS!
off to meet Wawa.

Weekends Was Super Bored!

2009-01-25T10:05:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling so dead.
I didn't go anywhere both weekends .
Like WOW right? Tell me about it .
Maybe its just me who doesn't want to go out .

My best friend, Yuyul ask me to join her today, overnight at East coast along with her boyfriend, Penny and the rest .
But it seems staying at home will be a good thing as tomorrow we going to do Spring cleaning this Chinese New Year Festive .

And Kakak had bought some furnitures and mirrors from IKEA. Its pristine.
Can't wait to put up the mirrors on the wall. YAYness!

Guess what? I've deleted my previous posts! Thanks to me! fuckadoooodle! GOODNIGHT!

High Elements Was Not Scary ;D !

2009-01-24T00:22:00.000-08:00

Hello Loves,
Sorry if i didn't get to update everyday.
I know you guys are anxious to know what I'm going through
everyday. HA-HA.

Do you know what are high elements? Yes, I did that, and it was super cool la.
And it was a mistake that I had wore my super-duper mini Adidas shorts ! HA-HA.
Everyone have to get through if not we gonna fail the module. It was worth a wild la to try out things that you know you'll never do it again.

It was so funny la when EDWIN(potential Bouncer) turn to go through the thin wire strings that was about 10 meters high . I heard he was really panicking up there, asking the instructors to double check his safety measures. HA-HA. It was super funny la for a big guy to show his timid side.

Then Andy, the moment i saw his reaction, i laughed, his face was adorable as if he wanting to cry. Awww..
So many things to see when you're in a class which has 98% of boys . The cool side and the timid side each of them have.

DAMN! it was my turn then, you know what? I have paparazzi s following me along the way. Didn't know I was such a star! HA-HA, GATAL classmates (NALO & AIZAT) of mine watching underneath me . HA-HA, very cheeky la them. But all was in good fun j yeah!

Takecare Darla-s & darlings.
Goodnight. HUGS!