Its Hard To Satisfy Everyone

It was a long day yesterday.
Come around to West Coast Plaza to watch
friends performing dance.
They have been training very hard for the competition
but wasn't pleased with the results in the end.

The moves wasn't synchronized. So didn't get into the top 20 semi-finals.
But it was a lesson to pick up.
Attend a meeting, made a new resolution for the better.
I was asked to join the group but still taking it into consideration.

Move out from West Coast around 8 plus, headed back home.
Supposing had to meet Wawa at 10, just to catch things up.
But had to send daddy off to Canada for a business trip.
Miss you Daddy~

So yea, the plans a little bit messed up.
Reach home, mummy ask to sleep with her.
& my body hurts after the laser treatment.
I was disgusted looking at my own wounds. How obnoxious could it be?

I felt really bad couldn't make it. It wasn't my intention.
Sorry babygirl.
I was left with no other options.
You got all the reasons to be mad at me.
Im here just saying that I'm sorry.
Hugs!

` DeLaBEBE

Entertain Me Today Please.

Nothing much to be done today.
Whole day at home, shaking legs, online, download songs,
sitting, sleeping, breathing, eating.

Yea, bored ain't it? Didn't go out today as I realised that I should spare a thought
for the people at home rather than spending time outside too often.
Had spend 2 days 2 nights at Jurong with Yuyul, did some spring cleaning,
real cleaning-up I meant, got 2 big black plastic bags full of junks. Killed 3 little monsters(cockroaches), we're like running after them as well as running away at the same time. Super absurd laa.
GROSSSSSS!

At night shop at Jurong Point's Fairprice, bought a lot of junk food.
Eat like gluttons back home.
I'm done here.
Nights.

PM: Waiting for a miracle to happen.

` DelaBEBE

Immature Nature

Today wasn't quite a pristine day.
Met with Rebel and Dewi at Tampines.
I was super lost in finding Dewi's block.
Thank god I found it before Rebel had to reach home.

Talk about some issues that we're unsure about other thoughts.
& being honest towards each other.
Somehow I was pleased, We are pleased and trusted each other and on the other side
its that someone who had been very sneaky and backstabbing oneself.

Because of that, is better to just avoid. Can't bear to entertain such immature
nature. Why is it so hard for people to be nice?
Confusion strike terms like this.
Tsk3. *geleng kepale. So Wednesday plans are affected.

Let's just sleep and tomorrow morning everything is forgotten :D
Goodnight Love-Lies.
hugs!

`DelaBEBE

That Week Itself.

Gosh. Have been partying the whole week straight.
Saturday went St.James with the Gombak people, followed by the next Wednesday again.
The next day, Thursday went to Double O with the same people but only Raudah & Laila followed and with someone new, Ira. Ladies Night Partying.
Its kinda lame though going to DoubleO.
The songs are so outdated, besides that there's raid.
Bump into a few friends including an ex-boyfriend. HA HA.
It was so akward to see how we react. Can't believe I met him there.

Holidays had been a tense moment infact, rather than relaxing your mind.
Is it true with the friends you mixed with might reflect the person you are?
Maybe its true.
Its just so pityful too see your friend might get fool and not being oblivious of the whole back scene of it, and you as her friend not knowing what to do.
Oh girl, hopefully you are aware of the things that are happening around you. I just don't want to assume things but it happens that I'm not against it as well cause I've seen it happened before.

I'll still be here if you're lost.
Don't Ask Me Who.

Far From The Eyes, Close To The Heart :)

I want to dedicate this post to Yuyul. Although we can't spend every single second neither every outing together, she'll be my bestfriend till end.
Known her from Secondary 1 but it seems I've known her for a lifetime.
She's more than just a friend. She's my tissue who let me wipe my salty tears on her T-shirt , my mother who may sometimes be very naggy, my sister, most of all,
she's part of my life.

We've seen each other horrible faces when we cry, we've seen
how playful we can get, we've seen how faithful we could love someone, we've seen
how sneaky or how bad we lie, we've seen how independent are we, we've seen how competent are we at some areas. HA HA

Through thick and thin, she'll be there.
But now that she has a bloke in her life, things are different now but I believe her bloke
can take care of her very well and I'm proud of that.
Keeping those sweet memories with me. HA HA.

It sounds so wrong.
Putahinamo laa debah, better don't forget me.
Thats all.

Hugs!

`DelaBEBE

I'm having a hard time thinking about this week's plan.
Elder sister was asking whether I'm interested to come around to Vietnam
with her this Thursday till Saturday, just exploring and adventure out of Singapore. The mind boggles!

The fact is I do want to come along, but then I had make plans behind me.
Wednesday going to Sentosa with Ayn and the rest, suntan and at night going to St. James
with a group of party freaks. HA HA.

Other hand, I was invited to a friend's chalet this Saturday, its her 19th birthday la.
I could eventually squeeze everything this week, but I'm scared Rini's birthday party would be affected since it was the last plan I had for the week and most to most I would be shagged.

Last Saturday was such a blast, went to Powerhouse with Dody, Zhy, Afin and Shida.
Met Fyfie and Nicky there.
Just Dance, Just Drink, Just Party.
I was dancing then suddenly this guy, a friend of Dody's came up to me, by his gestures asking to battle dance.
So yea, I accept his offer and groove.
Then suddenly this Chinese girl trying so hard to move, so yea, I go with the flow.
I then noticed all eyes were on us. I felt super awkward, so I stopped. HA HA.
Shake hands with the Chinese girl as a token of appreciation. All was in good fun though.


Till then earthlings.
Hugs!

` DelaBEBE

off to gym with elder sister.

Sentosa's Day Turns Out Just Fine.

Went to Sentosa last Thursday and Friday with Ayun.
Overnight there, had a great time spending time with him although
it felt short, but do appreciate every second of it.

Suntan under the scotching sun, at last my skin left its effect.
Pity him, he didn't get enough rest that night as the mosquitoes was all over him.
For the meanwhile, he could only watch me smiling in my deep sleep (.^^
( I love lying at his back cause it felt so warm and its so comfortable cause its fleshy. ) Gurau je ey.
Had our breakfast at Banquet at Vivocity, I was craving for carrot cake,
coincidentally, he wanted the same dish as well.
After finished our meal, we headed back home.

I was late for the meeting with Rebel. I placate her by giving her chocolates I bought earlier.
Chocolates can melt a girl's heart.
Rebel and myself went for 'job-hunting',
but I don't have confidence getting in any of them as they seemed to be wanting
a full-time worker.
So yea, give me a genie in a bottle please someone.
Catch things up with Rebel, its been a while since we last met, bumped into her at Tampines two days day before we went out.
I love my babygirl.
Hugs!
` DelaBEBE

No Money No Talk

No time to update my blog,
Went out this past few days but just small outings
like went to classmate's chalet (NALO's) with babygirl, Mily .
What a day. Enjoy myself with babygirl very much dearly.

Nothing much to share people.
Yahoo. Tomorrow going Sentosa with that someone ^^
Hopefully tomorrow the weather is fine. No rain please. More sunlight.
Just for this one outing, spare me oh god, listen to your weak creation's prayers beneath you. hohoho.

Till Friday, then going to BURNT's chalet, Sunday going party.
Gosh. Fully occupied this week. Lots of money flying away.
Damn I've got to work later or SOONER la.

If I've got one wish, I will wish for a genie in a bottle, there I've got more wishes.
HAHA. Dela, fantasies will ruined you OK. -__-''


So bottom line, I need a genie in a bottle.
Take care loves.
Hugs!

Flashbacks.

I wasn't proud looking back at my past.
Lots of shits I've been through.
Hatreds here and there. Conflicts. Misunderstanding. Jeolousy.
Rumours are always the big part
of the play. Even your close friends might just backstab you.
Maybe there's a divine purpose to all this obstacles.

Thankyou god for giving me the courage to move on.
No matter how kind you are or a little bitchy maybe,
people tend to remember not the kindness you made,
but its the slightest smallest mistake.

Sometimes you are not at fault, this are the things I learnt
to built up the confidence, the courage, the maturity level of one.
This is the way of life.
But still I respect the thought of without yesterday, I won't be the person
I am now. And I love myself very much dearly.

I love God and I Would Never Want To Regret My Past. Hugs! (^^.)

Meet The Twin Cousins. My Happy Pills.

They both have split personalities.

Right one is very cheeky, flirtatious and easy-going.

Left is the type which is more lay-back, giving in always,

always play in his space.

Love the boys Lot, Zahir& Zakir.

I Love 1st Of March ^^

Hello Beautiful Friends.

It has been a long time since I last blog.
Tight Schedule lah mates. HAHA

Yesterday went to Escape Theme Park(First Time) with
Ayun, Emma, Haziq. It was hell lot of fun, although most of the rides were for kids.
Entered the Haunted House, Emma and Haziq lead the way, followed by Myself and Ayun
Emma was clinging on Haziq almost the entire journey. As for me, step cool je,
konnon like 'kacang' laa gitu. Then suddently the ghost mannequin go spit at Ayun and me,
without hesitation I grab Ayun's arm. Terkejot babygirl. HAHA.

After the Haunted House, we took the Pirate Ship. Ayun told us to not stop talking while taking the ride. The conversation was 'Krg da makan? After this where should we eat' ; The convo went on and on.
All of us were focusing on the ride. The higher the ship swing the louder we laugh. Ayun was clinging on the handle bar, I can see his hands like a snake twisted, holding on so tight.
Emma and I were both putting our hands up high, but the boys were clinging on the handle bar so tight.
HAHA. They were so adorable la.

The trip to Escape Theme Park was uber fun.
Then went to Arab Street, met Yuyul(best GF) and her love, had our dinner.
Total bill was 100+ .
Yuyul and love went home.
Then left with the 4 of us again, went to Tanjong Rhu nothing much there shifted to
East Coast.

Ayun showed me how to twist the cigarrete, its very challenging.
We talked almost about everything under the carpet of sky full of shining stars.
Counted how many stars are there and compare.
He told me to quit smoking, maybe I should cause there's alot of incident that happened on that day itself.
Ex. Light up a cigg, but the cigg couldn't be lighted.

All I can say, it was a beautiful night.

Many Thanks to Yuyul, Cicak, Emma,
Haziq and Especially Ayun