Baby, I say nothing more. The three words say it all.
I appreciate you so much. The days whether your shagged, you still
walked me home. The days when I give you a bad day, you'll walked me home.
Bought me chocolates to get me back the feeling of elation. & every possible
reason that make me stay with you.
Because your the miracle that touched me. Heh!

The nest right at the patio of my house.
Its been the second time the same specie of bird
make a nest at the patio but on a different plant.

Each & every time I went over to have a look, the mother bird just
hurriedly flew out from the plant & started chirping as to alert
the father bird there's an enemy. heh. Then both of them start to chirp.
Stupid birds, chirping won't help.

Okaay, that's just about it.
Have to get back on the house chores. -_-'
While Cik Na is away, its me who had to replace her.
But not for long, 3 weeks ajeee. I will survive!

Suddenly I miss going to
weddings. I'm craving for the Briyani rice
& the desserts, the sweet drinks, the lively
environment.
There's a massive change in me that
I have noticed.
I love staying home nowdays.
& I miss my boyfriend.
:D

Its all the responsibility and hardwork that says it all.
Maybe the pass times that built a more secure belief that
I'm not ready yet. I shall not express it out but to take it as a learning
lesson & to improve my inner self.
I always wanted to travel alone with my friends. My elder sister & brother have done that.
Maybe they've gained my parents trust. Its so frustrating.
But its okay, my time will come.
In life, whether you come from a wealthy family or poor family,
its just a background status.
Its whether you've learn to adapt to new situations & environments,
relate to your pass experience & learn from it , respond to it professionally.

Vacation to France was a blast.
Although not the whole family could follow,
it was still enjoyable spending time with mummy, daddy &
younger brother. It sure bond us together after the trip.
I'm lucky to be getting the opportunities I have & will always treasure them.

Some kids just don't know how to appreciate friends.
When they are suffering then they know how to look for them, begging,
promising, etc.
I realised that you use your friends only for your benefits.
When you say '' your friends are not beneficial''.
You should be ashamed of yourself borrowing 2k and showing
how irresponsible you are..
So much for promising to my mom that you'll be getting your life back on track.
For someone who helped a stranger just for the sake of the community,
you should be thankful & she doesn't deserve your childish act.
Oh yeah, not forgetting you prove me one thing,
that you can't manage to solve your problems and kept
running away from it or maybe just can't solve it yourself.
Dependable that you.
Im ashamed to be your friend,once.
Berubah lah kau sebelum kau diberubahkan. Amin :)

Everything is falling in place,
I get all going under my control.
These few days had been emotional for me,
not about friendships nor relationship but relationships
with family. I've been so sensitive and pampered & when all
hit me at one go, I breakdown and chose to solve my problems
by following my heart but didn't thought of it wisely.
Since then, they help me open up my eyes,
Things doesn't go easy like we've planned.
If its there, grabbed it, if its not then work hard to earn it.
Now that the shining sun is on my side, I'm smiling wide.
Elated about the improvements I made.
Not forgetting boyfriend who have always been pampering me,
comforting me, praising me,
putting back my fallen pieces.
Putting back my smile to where it once was.
throughout the lousy days of mine.